Heart Breaker

You should have known from the start that this is not gonna happen; not gonna last for long; not even gonna start.

I know you liked me very much like its the end of the world or something, but I don't. I mean like I barely know you and I've never seen you in person, and so do you. I know you don't mind about all this network relationship and stuff, but I do. And I clearly know that this is not gonna work.

Plus, your not even my type. I mean your all dark and gothic and weird and I remember you said your gonna change me into someone like you. Well, think again! I'm the total opposite of you. No offense, okay! I'm just saying the truth.

Stop calling me dear or ho-bo (whatever that means) cause I'm not yours. And the way you address me as your angel and stuff like that, just disgust me!

Let's just be friends, okay. A good normal friend but nothing more that.

I'm about to start a brand new life, a fresh start to my own world and I strictly don't want anybody to interfere with, even if its you!

If you are reading this and you think I'm hurting your feelings or breaking your heart (obviously), then let it be.

Nicely, this is not gonna work between you and me. Harshly, I am rejecting you!

And that is that!

I'm So Confused

Am I doing the right thing? Am I going the right way?

Should I go back and start all over again in a normal and proper way? Or should I continue going the wrong way even though I clearly understand the consequences sooner or later.

Deep inside, I know I'm making a majorly wrong decision. But I can't help it!

Make up your mind already!

But...but...

Its so confusing.

Once Upon A Time...

The greatest and happiest moments of my life was my childhood days. Hanging out with all my cousins in my eyes is not only like a tradition but also a must especially on any important events that occasionally involves the whole family for a reunion/gathering.

They would come back to my grandma's house every single weekend that actually gives us a golden chance to spend our time as little innocent kids.

I still remember how they used to come on every Saturday, along with his Gundam and Megaman toys to play with and his sister would run to the second floor texting her friends. Pokemon was once like a trend to us and we would plead our auntie to buy some Pokemon toys at the nearby market for 1 buck each. We would arrange all the Pokemon according to their positions in the Pokemon Beckett book. We love to play 'Imagine', an imaginative game, how we pretend ourselves as a hero and nemesis in our very own storyline.On Sundays, we would set up a kiddie inflatable swimming pool and we would jump on it, splashing water at one another or sometimes our aunt would be the victim. Watching Spice Girls VCD and singing Westlife songs in the car.

As we got older, we spend less time together as he would have to go to tuition and get ready for his exam and his sister going to work. But still, we try to spend our time by go to the mamak stalls grabbing our late night supper of Maggi goreng with roti canai and drinking mamak-styled iced coffee and teh tarik.

Now, she got married and will be having a baby of her own. I know when someone got married, he or she would be extremely excited and stuff, but still I could sense she's somehow not really happy as she should be. Instead of being like "My closest family member is getting married! WOOHOO! I'm so happy for her!", everyone were like "Ohhh.... She's getting married. Anyway, that day I saw this bag and lipstick and this and that blah blah blah...."

Flashing back all this just reminds me how the world is moving, the Earth still spinning in its way, the time has gone by just like that, and how we've grown up so lighting-fast.

You Might Say That I'm Weird But This Is What I Called Love

Idiotic stuff I love to do to my sis:

1. Roll on her bed
2. Throw her plushies on the floor or sometimes on her back
3. Pinch her calf
4. Pull and push the chair she's sitting on
5. Blow at her face
6. Staple her hair
7. Sometimes try to scribble her teeth with a pencil
8. Call her a 'fume monster'
9. Play with her perfumes
10. Fart at her

A lot more coming soon, so stay tuned.

Few Other Things That Really Annoy Me

1. Alarm clock
2. Newspaper
3. Kilometrico pens
4. School uniforms with crappy necktie
5. Correction liquid
6. My closet
7. Toilet rolls
8. Bedtime
9. Waking up in the morning
10. Strangers
11. Windows Vista
12. Mouse
13. My old and torn-up boxers
14. Add Maths and the most 'honored' ancient mathematicians
15. Commercials and advertisements on TV
16. Pop-up windows
17. Public toilets
18. Bohsias and bohjans
19. Fat lady wearing thighs
20. Low battery
21. Shampoos that make less bubbles
22. Bikes vrooming as loud as hellhound
23. Pondans or should I say trannies
24. Extremely-hard-to-read short forms
25. Some prefects a.k.a. teacher's pet
26. Houseflies and mosquitoes (just brutally killed 3 houseflies with a thick roll of newspaper)
27. Laundries
28. Myspace
29. Motorola
30. Astro remote control

And some others lost wandering in my brain...

Haha.....

"Hahaha"? That is so yesterday.

"Hehehe"? Boooring.

What bout "Hihihi"? Been there...

And "Huhuhu"? Done that...

OK. Last one. "Hohoho"? Save it for Christmas will ya!

ANYTHING ELSE?!

At Last!

My brand new blog.

My first entry.

OK.

Thank you.

Bye Bye.

See what I mean. I told you I'm ridiculous.